The other day I was having dinner with my siblings and my sister asked "Have you ever wondered 10 years down the road, will we still be sitting like that together eating dinner?"
Oh btw if you followed me on Instagram(@crystaltaeyeon) you would have known that the picture above is actually an accidental shot which turned out quite nice after some filter.
So that set me into deep thoughts. How life will be 10 years later.
Will we still be living together?
Will I be doing my dream job?
Will we have our own families?
Will I even get married (most probably not)?
Will my brother still be as childish as ever?
Will I still be in contact with my current close friends?
Will there be an iPhone 15/15s?
Will there be Samsung Galaxy Note 13?
Will I get to see Kim Hyun Joong already (pls pls pls pls)?
Most importantly,
Will we still be having meals with our family?
So I thought, okay, no matter what, family is very important. My mother always say, never ever fall out with your family because of..... anything.
No matter how disgusting my brother is, I am still going to nurture him into a successful person because he is actually a very smart boy. No matter how lazy my sister is, she is still smarter than me. To be honest, my siblings are both smarter than me but both are not as hardworking as me. In other words, I am stupid =))
Usually when people asks me what I want to do in the future, especially since my course is ending soon now, I always reply "I don't know", "Not sure yet". Then I thought again, I am 19 this year already, what am I really going to do after spending so much money studying, what do I really want to do. Truth is, I really don't know T_T Am strongly against office jobs, but with my dip I can only do office job. But I am very very very strongly against it. Unless the job requires me to sit in the office and discuss on how to create new beauty products? Then I might consider, cuz thats what I am interested in (anyway my beauty blog is FINALLY up @ crystaltaeyeon.blogspot.sg).
About my life, I really don't know yet and I don't wish to think about it at all now, cuz whatever I plan, there may be obstacles along the way which might totally barricade me with what I want to do. So leh, all I want to say is.... live your life as it is now!! Don't overthink about anything, because in January when I started Sem 4, I started to think a lot on my future, what I want to do after graduation, am I going on to University. And I think think think, I do a lot of things wrongly (for example not remembering if I locked my workplace's doors after closing so I took a cab back to check after reaching home, and waiting to cross the road when the green man is already on for 1.5 minutes).
Yerpppp... So put your best foot forward and don't think about the future..... YET! Good things will come unexpectedly =))
10 years later when I look back at this post I will remember how much I have achieved and try to be satisfied with life.
Goodnight.
